Now, Here, Us

Chapter 1

Literature tee: unbranded

Lurik culotte: unbranded

White sneakers: Rubi

Tote bag: unbranded

It's been a while since I drop something here. I miss blogging, I miss writing, I miss taking pictures. I can't wait to share my thoughts with you.


Is it too late to greet you a happy new year? Well, hopefully not :)) I hope that we can fill 2018 with happiness, excitement, enthusiasm, and joy. I also hope that we can turn our goals or targets into reality.  #fingerscrossed.


For me, living in 2017 was like riding a roller-coaster, it was full of ups and downs. However, those ups and downs made my days colorful and fascinating. A park will look boring and dull if it only has one kind of flower, right? So does with our lives. We need pain and joy to make our lives more colorful and to teach us how to become a better human being.


Do you know? Next month, I'm going to be in the 4th semester. Which means halfway to graduation :)) Woah, time flies so fast! What have I done? Where have I been? I'm supposed to achieve something when I'm still in college. Some of my friends have became committee in several campus events, meanwhile some of them have joined student exchange program. However, realizing the goals into reality is such a tough job. Fear, anxiety, and doubts can hinder us from reaching our goals.

If you want to develop your passion or your hobby, JUST DO IT! It is something that adds the value of your life and transforms you into a better person. So, you have to work it until you can make it. This year, I want to love my hobbies even more, which are writing and dancing.

However, there are some things that I need to work on. First, to get rid of my fear. I always have this feeling whenever I upload a photo on my Instagram or upload a blogpost. I am afraid that people will mock my photo or put a mean comment on my blog. I need to learn on how to ignore this feeling and realize that my writings will take some time to develop. If I don't write something and let people see my writings, how will I know that my writing have developed?

Secondly, fight that laziness. I admit that I'm a lazy person. I'd rather playing with my cellphone rather than cleaning my room. I know that this habit isn't healthy. For me, remembering the purpose on doing something make me able to feel productive and get my things done.

Remember to find something that you love to do because that is the way to love yourself :))



Sincerely yours,

Nazz

Perfect Night to Start Over

unbranded top and outer

Dust Jeans

Mighty8Shoes' platforms

Elizabeth's tote bag

Dear fellas, 
This is my first time of being productive since the last time I posted something here about 9 months ago. Actually, I really miss blogging. I've prepared many pictures and stuff, but the time didn't allow me to write this letter to you. 

What do you think about night time? What people usually do at night time? Do they sleep? Do they party until the dawn? Do they have a long chit-chat with their mates? Or just staring at the window wondering about something beyond their minds? People have their own ways to spend the night. What will you do to spend your night, especially your Saturday night? 

I don't have any special activities to do at night. TV, books, food, radio, and bed are my great companion to spend the night. I also enjoy writing at night. Based on an article I've read, night is the time where all your imaginations gone wild. Therefore, I have prepared my diary and pen to catch all those imaginations above my head. Music that plays on the radio somehow become more soothing and relaxing at night, but sometimes it wakes me up earlier because suddenly I can hear them on radio. I don't get used to sleep in a silent room, so I turn on the radio until morning.

Therefore, I think this is the perfect night to start my blog with the new passion, spirit, and hope. I wish I can write a letter to you more often. See you on the next letter! 



Kind regards, 


Nazz

Run Run Away

Triset's top - Dust's jeans - Details' white outer - Adidas' sneakers - Sophie Paris' backpack - Cho2 snapback from @ShiningKShop

Hey y'all !

What are you guys up to? I hope you're fine and happy :)

Who doesn't have at least one social media account? I'm sure that everyone has social media accounts nowadays. I own facebook and twitter account since I was in elementary school, in 5th and 6th grade. I remember the day when we can only open our accounts on weekends, we still had time to do our homework, study, watch TV, or play around with our friends. Now, since we have smartphone, we can access our accounts everyday and every hour.

As we know before, social media has positive and negative side. It can be a good place to show our talents and interests, meet new friends from around the world, and also as source of knowledge. But it can make you addicted, increasing individualism, and the dangerous part, it will bring us down and make us depressed. 

I'm sorry if I don't tell anything about my outfit above, but this is true, I've become very depressed because of social media, I know that it is important to share my pictures and posts but lately I feel depressed, negative thoughts cross my mind every time and I feel like I don't have enough time to feel happy these days.

I decided to uninstall the facebook app from my tab. First, people rarely use this app nowadays. Second, I'm not into facebook anymore, by uninstalled this app my tab can get enough memory space. Third, I'm getting tired with it because suddenly I see many kind of news that I don't want to see. They've brought me down and make me...hopeless.

Maybe I will sign out from all my accounts for a few days or weeks after I upload this post.

Sincerely, a girl who will run away for a while

Summertime Madness

Surfer Girl's coral top - Connexion's floral jeans - Sophie Paris's sling bag - Yongki Komaladi's wedges

Hey y'all!

Finally reach this page after 4 months of hiatus. I really miss you, guys. What are you guys up to by the way? 

Thank God it's holiday!! I don't have any plan besides laying down on my couch and watch TV all day #jk. No, no, not that lazy. In this holiday, I want to be more productive and positive. There are some activities that I put on my holiday bucket list. Here they are :

Do some exercise : Lately, I'm interested with yoga and pilates. They have a lot of great benefits such as releasing stress, increasing flexibility, and a good moodbooster. You know what, you can do those exercises at home with a mat or blanket and Youtube. You can subscribe these channels. They're awesome tho! Yoga With Adriene and Blogilates.

Read (and buy) more novels : I borrowed Insurgent from my friend since April and I'm still on chapter 16 (31 more chapters to go #dontblameme #imtoobusy). I also want to read novels that my uncle gave to me. Wish I have enough time to finish them #fingerscrossed

Join a class or short course : I want to take language course or a short course about journalism. Where is the right place to go? I would like to know through your comments.

Go around Jakarta by myself : This is always been in my bucket list since three years ago. It's fun to be a traveler in your city, then we're gonna love our place more and more.

This year I'm gonna be in grade 12. Next year, we're gonna have our national exam and then go to university. Time flies so fast, fellas. I always imagine where can I buy a time machine to enjoy the good times of mine. Sometimes, I want to go back to my childhood where I don't have to care about what people say to me, where all I do is just play around with my friends, and I also discovered so many good musics in my childhood which is around 2000s.

Excuse me, where can I buy the time machine?

Sincerely, the wanderer

Last Minute

Hey y'all !
The mid semester test has done! Today, I get my report card. I'm kinda curious about my scores. I just wish the best for the results.
Maybe it is the 2nd outfit that I adore so much after my outfit in the previous post (Nature and I). I think this outfit is so simple and sweet, everything is just soooo perf. I was confused about what should I wear for the rainy cloudy Sunday morning because I had not prepare it on Saturday night. Yeah, maybe you can call me "The Last Minute Worker" because I often do or finish everything in last minute. I know I have to reduce that habit because it can stress me out. Is there any of you who has the same problem with me here?


Unbranded yellow cardigan - Zalora's top - Triset's flowery skirt - Yongki Komaladi's flats